|
Life is Ironic at times. Well that's to say it lightly, the reality is it can be down right shitty. Trying to find the silver lining here or to stay positive. Life has taken a strange turn and hoping it will make me only stronger in the long run. Trying to have an open mind and make a fresh start.
I came here to Sydney for the very first time for a two week Modeling job. After the 4th day here I get word that my husband has been cheating on me when I travel for work. It turned my world upside down. Here I am in a new land, a new Country far from home on the other side of the world and my home is crumbling apart. There is no return for me. There is nothing left there to go back to. I have made and created a new start and home here in Sydney. Its been 7 months now.
These wounds never heal but in this pain I have found a new me. I have gotten in the best shape of my life. I have changed my look, my attitude and my open mindedness. I have become very sexually liberal, experimental, voyeuristic and promiscuous. Many women in heartbreak go through this. Rebounds, acting out, new partners but this is different. Very different. This is a new life and lifestyle. I come here to this site not to find new love but to embrace my new found desires, kink and openness. Dont fall in love with me. Instead help numb me. Use and abuse one another, find new experiences and Kinks.
I have been reborn.
[if254 1]
Meine ideale Person:
Someone not looking for love or monogamy. Someone who wants to expiration with new fetishes and adventures. Someone who doesn't mind to share or watch. Someone who doesn't mind to wait and be told what to do. Someone who knows when I need someone to tell me what to do. Sexually open, adventurous, knows how to respect and treat a woman, yet knows the right time to pull hair and slap me around. Most of all someone who understands heartbreak and how to help or be patient as one heals. To be a distraction and help numb the pain as we act out together.
|
2,657 Leute sind JETZT online!
